I could talk your ear off all day about feeling like women aren’t taken seriously in professional positions, I could list all of the reasons that I feel like as a woman my opportunities are limited in the corporate world, I could tell you why I resent the world I live in for giving me a ladder with broken rungs while I watch my male counterparts ascend on escalators… But here’s the reality- I am not limited by my gender (even in such a cutthroat environment like the sales industry) and I’ll gladly tell you why.
My parents were never really together. I mean, they were, they did the whole dating to marriage thing and they had a house and me, but I don’t have a single memory of the two of them sharing a happy moment. (This has a point, I promise). I know happy moments happened- I have pictures of them during their wedding (dad, laughing, working the crowd, and mom, beaming her million dollar smile, working her looks), and some pictures from their honeymoon… but I’m fully serious when I say the happiest I remember them being when they were in the same room was the day my mom got a condo across the neighborhood when I was two, maybe three.
Because of their complete inability peacefully coparent- forget the idea of either of them fully honoring the role the other parent played- they each independently channeled both motherhood and fatherhood within themselves when I was in either of their custody. “Custody”… Love that word. Sounds like jail.
As far back as my memory serves me, I witnessed my father’s hard work, but also his soft, compassionate, empathetic, creative, and personable side. Some may call it “feminine”- as a child I called it “dad”. My mother, on the other hand, was feminine and soft in her looks, but driven and cutthroat in her work ethic. “Masculine”, maybe, but that was just who mom was to me. Nothing manly about it in my young mind, just adulthood. Just drive and motivation.
My fathers sisters were also incredibly hardworking in their respective avenues. I remember very clearly how my father would characterize them, and I’d see it too. As a kid I’d see that they were very smart, motivated, well spoken, and- to put it bluntly- didn’t take anyone’s shit. Bad freakin’ ass. They’re still the same way and I look up to both of them.
Having seen, from such a young age, men opening their hearts, being gentle and kind, and balancing both masculine and feminine traits- and adversely- seeing women unapologetically and unquestioningly climb corporate ladders, pave their own paths, overcome, and break down walls, I genuinely didn’t learn to identify intrinsic male and female characteristics during my most formative years like so many do. “Girls like pink, boys like blue”… Puh-lease, let my five-year-old self play with my Hot Wheels track while wearing purple sparkly kids eyeshadow in peace. Don’t question my hail mary on grandpa’s football field in Land Park while I sport my pink, knee high Twinkle Toes Converse. Sure, I witnessed and learned gendered expectations later into my childhood, but at that point I already had my preconceived ideas of what it meant to be a contributing person in our society, and gender had nothing to do with it.
I know that’s why I thrive in diverse settings- including those wherein few people look like me. My girl-ness doesn’t cross my mind when I insert myself into new spaces, because why would it? It has nothing to do with my competence.
And that’s the thing- in business (and life), if you believe something with your whole heart, soul, and being, you can convince anyone of the same thing. This applies to sales and beyond. It makes me a highly effective salesperson and negotiator, yes, but it also ensures that my presence in “unconventional” settings for a woman is unquestioned by those around me. My belief that I belong in corporate, male-dominated spaces isn’t just a belief—it’s an unwavering fact. Because I don’t doubt my place, others rarely do either. I am qualified, determined, and needed in every room I enter, and that certainty shows in the way I carry myself. It’s landed me interesting, stimulating jobs and has been the catalyst for many high-yielding business relationships.
While confidence has been crucial for me, I recognize it’s not a cure-all for the systemic challenges that persist in the workplace. There are obstacles—harassment and assault—that no amount of self-assurance can erase. I’ve faced these too, like so many other women, and I won’t pretend that simply ‘knowing I’m hot shit’ makes them go away. BUT-
I do know that by staying focused, refusing to doubt my place as a deserving woman, and working my living ass off, I can always push through barriers and find success- thus dominating in male dominated industries.